there u go, boy.

I dont know if its normal when u dreamt about the same person for 3 days straight.
What i want is to know.

That does he knows that im exist?
So that i could tell him how i actually love him, from the start.

my life is fucked of people who had nothing better to do than judging everything around them.

i am tired. im tired of people who always put their hopes in me, but then they do not realized that im just a fourteen years old girl who is try to learn about things and growing like all the normal kids. im fucked with all this shits. enough, THIS IS MY LIFE. OR maybe since i was born people are using me to be their source of solution which is every time they got their own problems and they just tell the story from A-Z and my mind is like trapped together with their fucking problems and i just have to face it, even if i dont want to.

yea boy u got that shit like seriously can u just not be too handsome im like seriously boy im stuck and my days are going worse and this aint a good thang somebody kill me ces you are fuckin smoking hot i just i cant breath can u imagine how cute is he & he's so wonderful my life is so beautiful if i could have him can i cry cause he's not even mine and he is too hard for me um yeah this is horribly sad can u see how dissapoint i am god he's just perfect and idk im just if i could have him ill never let him go for any sec i just wanna hold him tight for god sake lemme be his girl ugh i just hope he'll realize dat im exist and will never walk away my ass arent goin anywhere trust me

well hello there world. by the way, im back to blogger. um twitter facebook instagram keek tmblr and everything make me sick! so i decided to go back to old school. yeah blog! the place where i shared all my feelings, in here. i do loves using blogger. because i can write and keep telling my story and my feelings to all my followers ((i dont have followers)) um...yeah. despite of everyone especially Gurlssss looking for some attention on facebook, twitter, instagram, im here to tell u im totally not interested with all that. like, TOTALLY.
its about 3 years ago where i found that blogger is absolutely exciting just because i can edit my blog, change the header, the background, music, create some doodles, and more. i felt like im cooler than everyone when i can post my OWN blog tutorial hahahahahaha.

sometimes i hardly believe that im no longer a kid. i hate being a teenager. im serious, if i could turn the time and i want to be a little cute 3 years old girl so that i dont really have to give a fuck about my future, how do i look, and especially about school!